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Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
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Well, so i decided to start using livejournal again.
So i can write things.
I read old journal entrys, and laughed at how gay i was.
And im laughing cause im still gay now?
Well, to start off.
Life is pretty good, rise and falls.
I have a wonderful girlfriend.
My life revolves around music.
I do drugs everyday, and drink alcohol every other day.
I write in my notebook, 24/7.
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Sunday, January 9th, 2005
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Full Name : Eli Thomas Antaya
Date Of Birth : March 22, 1987
Home Town : ExL..I wish...spfld...
Gender : male
Height : 5'6
Weight : 138 - 140
Hair Color : Black
Eye Color : blue
Shoe Size : 10 1/2
Right Or Left Handed : Right
Piercings : Ears
Tattoos : XO on right arm ferdinand the bull on left..hehe
Siblings : 2 sisters 2 brothers
Pets : dog
Addictions : music,guitar
Sexual Preference : girly man!
Level Two:Favorites
Food : Water
Drink : Water
Song : The Arcade Fire - Accidents
Shirt : it dies today shirt or as i lay dying shirt haha
Socks : Black old navy socks
Place : Anywhere fun
Political Figure : haha good one
Mode Of Transportation : Car
CD : Elliott Smith - either/or
Television Show : austin city limits
Ninja Turtle : the green one
Subject In School :..dont go to school
Cereal : fat chunks
Soft Drink : Diet Coke
Alcoholic Beverage : Anything
Music Video : Music videos hurt my eyes.
Television Station : wgby
Radio Station : i hate the radio
Genre Of Music : indie
Beatle : John Lennon
Ramone : eh
Movie : Dead poets society / good will hunting / garden state
Animal : dont know
Store : thrift stores
Word : Word
Phrase : lets order a pizza
Time Of Day : 6:05
Band : Too many
Power Ranger : Rangers dont have power
Smell : New acoustic guitar
Taste : new strings
Muppet : Buppet
Rapper : candy wrapper
Chinese Food Item general : chicken fingers
Body Part : fingers
Type Of Footwear : shoes
Person : alot
SNL Cast Member (Past) : dont know
SNL Cast Member (Present) : dont know
Book : too many
Simpsons Episode : ?
Cigarette Brand : The kind that gives you cancer
Swear Word : fuck
Number : 7
Actor : ?
Actress : ?
Color : sky blue...black....white
Letter : X
Season : FALL
Day Of The Week : anyday is good
Month : dont care
Resturant : Mcdonalds?
Temperature : -0
Magazine : guitar world
Video Game System : gamecube
Video Game : call of duty
Video Game Character : idk
Board Game : skate
Artist : idk
Computer Game : Solitaire
80's Band : shut up
Sound : shut up
Singer : shut up
City : Boston
State : shut up
Country : USA
Instrument : guitar
Childhood Toy :shut up
Level Three:This Or That
Lenny Or Carl : lenny
Pen Or Pencil : pencil
Cat Or Dog : Dog
Coke Or Pepsi : coke
Warm Or Cold : cold
White Milk Or Chocolate Milk : chocolate Milk
Bert Or Ernie : ernie
Lights On Or Off : Off
Movie Theater Or Home Viewing : Home viewing
Electric Or Acoustic : acoustic
Government Or Anarchy : anarchy
Inside Or Outside : outside
Casette Or Vynil : vynil
AIM Or Phone : AIM
Black Flag Or Rollins Band : neither
Smoke Or Drink : drink
Shoes Or Barefoot : shoes
Ska Or Reggae : reggae
Walk Or Drive : both
Mario Or Luigi : Mario
Chuck D Or Flava Flave : flava flave
Dr.Dre Or Snoop Dogg : snoop
Misfits Or Danzig : neither
Simon Or Garfunkle : neither
Beavis Or Butthead : def. butthead
Level Four: Right Now
Listening To : elliott smith
Watching : Fat ladys run
Shirt : it dies today shirt
Pants : jeans
Socks : black
Underwear : boxers with stripe things..
Shoes : black ones
Talking To : no one
Eating : nothing
Drinking : ice water
Thinking : why am i living?
Feeling : tired
Location : computer room
Level Five:Word Association
Cake : regret
Flower : 12
Piano : music
Gun s : black people
Baby : spit
Glove : vinyley
Corn : teeth
Ham : gross
Communism : penis
Grimace : ?
Sandal : in ur face
Microphone : sing
Benny : hi
Fight : bar
Aloha : we are in america..
Chaos : old bike
Hey : hi
Penis : pussy
Bleach : cum
Box : ups
Operation : game
Bingo : dog
Yatzee : gay
Fuel : gay
Lavender : damn
Mouse : modest
Alcohol : gimme
Knock knock. : whos there????
Plate : food
Shpadoinkle : yea your a faggot
Level Six:Last
Person You Talked To In Person : mike coyle
Person You Talked To Online : chad cordner
Person You Talked To On The Phone : mike coyle
Thing You Ate : salad
Thing You Drank : water
Song You Listened To : brigh eyes - first day of my life
Television Show You Watched : austin city limits
Handshake : mike coyle
Person You Wrote A Letter To : myself?
Book You Read : tuesdays with morrie
Movie You Saw : cant remember
Concert : dont remember..
Album You Bought : Grandaddy - sumday
Thing You Said Aloud : A song by me
Song You Sang : Eli Antaya - The artist
Shower : this morning
Car Ride : mike coyle
Cigarette : like 3 weeks ago haha
Drunk : 3 days ago maybe
Fist Fight : last night
Vomiting : today
Injury : i forget
Level Seven:Friends
Funniest : aaron, jordan and chad all of them
Bitchiest : jordan hahahaha kiiidddd
Most Trustworthy : all my friends are trustworthy
Smallest : nick becker haha
Quietest : erik
Loudest : chad
Happiest : aaron
Saddest : chad :-(
Who Will Die Alone : probably me
Who Do You Love The Most : all
Who Do You Hate The Most : i dont hate my friends
Who Would You Murder : aaron o brien...cause he murdered me last week.
Level Eight:Fill In A Lyric For These Bands
Beck : "The birds did fly when the heavens all went dry "
Ramones :
The Who :
Pixies : TOOO MANY TO PUT DOWN.
The Starting Line :
Misfits :
Grimace And The Tastebuds :
The Clash :
Casualties :
Pantera :
Metallica :
White Stripes : " i can tell that we are gonna be friends"
Local H :
Buddy Holly :
Wu-Tang Clan :
Tool :
Phantom Planet :
The Cure :
Weezer : "on an island in the sun"
Rancid :
GBH :
Foo Fighters :
Dr.Dre :
Beastie Boys :
Early November :
Norma Jean : RAAAA RAAAA RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Cake :
Hey Mercedes :
New Found Glory :
Dropkick Murphys :
Sex Pistols :
Nirvana :
Talking Heads :
Smashing Pumpkins :
Level Nine:I Ran Out Of Subjects So Here's Some Random Questions
Didn't Robert Smith's Head Get Bigger? Cool
Got A Boyfriend/Girlfriend? no
How Long Have You Been Together? a couple of minutes
Oh That's Nice : yea
Now This Is Just Conversation, Isn't It? no
OK.Anyways...What Would You Do For A Klondike Bar? eat it..
Favorite Ska Song : i hate ska
Favorite Classic Rock Song : Rolling stones - wild horses
Favorite Punk Song :i hate punk
Favorite Metal Song : idk
Favorite Rap Song :
Favorite Emo Song : emo isnt real!
Favorite Scat Song :
Favorite Reggae Song :
I'm Thinking Of Another Category
These Fake Questions Will End Soon : ok
What Drugs Have You Done :Heroin
AIM Screen Name : Eli Antaya
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Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
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Your:
HEIGHT: 5'6
HAIR COLOR: black
EYE COLOR: blue
TATTOOS: ferdinand the bull..arm
Right now:
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?: jeans and band shirt.
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: theres no windows in this room.
HOW ARE YOU?: Im alright
Favorites:
TV SHOW: John mayer has a tv show.
BOOK: elliott smith and the big nothing
ANIMAL: ?
MOVIE: napoleon dynamite
Have you:
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yes
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yes
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: yes
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: i skipped like 40 days straight
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yea
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yea
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: no..i would tho.
Random:
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS: silver jews
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: friends
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: i dont know
Your Room:
COLOR: CARPET: white , spit
I THINK MY ROOM IS: Im never in it
I THINK MY BED IS: i dont sleep
NUMBER OF POSTERS: like 5
NUMBER OF LIGHTS: 2
NUMBER OF WINDOWS: 2
NUMBER OF PICTURES: idk
When/What was the last:
TIME YOU CRIED?: like 2 months ago
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
THING YOU PURCHASED: coffee at big y
Love:
girlfriend: no..
CHILDREN:do i love children..yea they are cool
CURRENT CRUSH: i dont know
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yea
BEEN HURT? yea
YOUR GREATEST REGRET:Dating girls that do alot of drugs hahahaha
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: haha yes
Your thoughts on:
ABORTION: Babys are beautys!!!
TEENAGE SMOKING: I look cool with a cancer stick between the fings.
DREAMS: follow em
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| Subject: | Bored |
| Time: | 2:17 pm. |
| Mood: | bored. | | Music: | Elliott smith - kings crossing. |
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Its snowing..
i hate snow...snow was fun...but now it just fucking sucks.
AND YES THE "FUCKING" WAS NECCESERY..
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Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
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| Subject: | Hello |
| Time: | 12:45 pm. |
| Mood: | content. | | Music: | The Arcade Fire - Accidents. |
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I Havent updated in a while.
Ive been pretty busy.
yes..ive been doing alot of guitar.band.hang out with friends stuff i dont know.
Lots of girl problems...like i cant get a girl..or the girl i want..i just dont understand..
"Where does a promise go when you pretend it isnt there"
I love her everything about her.
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Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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I hate hair cuts...my hair is weird now..i miss my old julian casablancas style.
Oh well...it will grow back in like 2 weeks.
R.I.P. HairStyle :: insert sad face::
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The Helio Sequence.
Everyone Knows Everyone
From Love and Distance
[Quicktime 2.92m]
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Rogue Wave.
Every Moment
From Out of the Shadow
[MP3 2.57m]
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The Elected.
Greetings in Braille
From Me First
[MP3 4.55m]
Go On
From Me First
[MP3 6.05m]
Bleh.
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Sunday, December 26th, 2004
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| Subject: | SNOW!!! |
| Time: | 8:37 pm. |
| Mood: | bitchy. | | Music: | S.D.R.E -killed by an angel. |
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Its snowing.
No aarons house tonight.
Yeaaapp gay.
I guess im gonna play call of duty.
And maybe hit up the ice hills?
im thinking about 360 shuv from dock into hill.
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Today...
Mall with aaron and mike
I hate malls </3.
I bought cds at BARNES
-Guided By Voices
-Grandaddy
-Sunny Day Real Estate
Now im home.
Talking to the most amazing girl in the world.
Probably sleeping at my best friends house --aaron!!!!!!
I MISS CHAD THO..
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Last Night we drove around alot and we went to ambers house and like..her house is in the woods surrounded by the three little bears.There was this cop that followed us cause he wanted to hang out with us.Haha it was funny. Yea we went down this big hill and you could see all of downtown spfld. I wish we coulda stoped the car and i coulda took a picture. But i dont have a camera. Merry Christmas to me. And for my last journal entry. Im not mad about the present. I just always feel left out from the family.
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Saturday, December 25th, 2004
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This is a christmas i will never forget.
I asked for one thing.
And didnt get it.
I hate christmas.
I wish i was never born. I hate being just the accident of the family.
What The Fuck..
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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THE BASICS...
o01. name: Eli Antaya
o02. d.o.b.: March,22 1982
o03. location: E X L ..haha
o04. religion: i dont know ...really
o05. occupation: As We Bleed?
APPEARANCE...
o01. hair: black
o02. eyes: blue
o03. weight: 140
o04. height: 5'6
STYLE...
o01. clothing: jeans..band t shirt
o02. music: Indie and Metal-core
o03. make-up:Dont wear it
o04. body art: ferdinand the bull..left arm
RIGHT NOW...
o01. wearing:As I Lay Dying shirt and jeans
o02. listening to: CALIBAN
o03. thinking of: Sam
LAST THING YOU...
o01. bought: with honor cd for aaron
o02. ate & drank: ate - nothing...drank..um...i think beer at chads??
o03. read: Um...elliott smith book
o04. watched on tv: i dont remember it was last week
EITHER / OR...
o01. club or houseparty: houseparty
o02. tea or coffee: coffee
o03. achiever or slacker: who cares
o04. beer or cider: beer
o05. drinks or shots: drinks
o06. cats or dogs: both
o07. single or taken: single..</3
o08. pen or pencil: both
o09. gloves or mittens: gloves
o10. food or candy: neither
o11. cassette or cd: cd
o12. coke or pepsi: coke
o13. hard or mild alcohol: i dont care
o14. matches or a lighter: lighter
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
o01. kill: i dont know
o02. hear from: sam
o03. get really wasted with: My dog
o04. look like: Elliott Smith
o05. be like: myself
o06. avoid: HOT TEENS!!!!!
o07. have sex with: Someone i love.
LAST PERSON YOU...
o01. touched: mikes lips haha
o02. talked to: Ashley Lemke
o03. hugged: mike coyle
o04. instant messaged: ashley lemke
o05. kissed: Mike Coyle
o06. who broke your heart: everyone
WHERE DO YOU...
o01. eat: my toilet.
o02. dance: IN THE PITS!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!
o03. cry: crying is for pussys!! ( i cry in my room!! :-( )
o04. wish you were: Cuddling with sam
HAVE YOU EVER...
o01. dated one of your best friends?: No..idk
o02. loved somebody so much it makes you cry?: no
o03. drank alcohol?: yes
o04. done drugs?: yes..my arm hurts
o05. broken the law?: yes
o06. ran away from home?: yea..2 months
o07. broken a bone?: yes!
o08. cheated on a test?: yea
o09. skinny dipped?: yea!
o10. played truth or dare?: yea
o11. flashed someone?: yea
o12. mooned someone?: yea
o13. kissed someone you didn't know?: yea
o14. been on a talk show/game show?: yesa!!Aad
o15. been in a fight?: yes
o16. ridden in a fire truck?: yes
o17. been on a plane?: yes
o18. come close to dying?: yes
o19. cheated on your boy/girlfriend?: no
o20. gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride?: yes
o21. eaten a worm/mud pie?: yea
o22. swam in the ocean?: yea
o23. had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up?: yes
o24. had sex?: Yes like a thosand times!!!!!!
ARE YOU...
o01. a vegetarian?: no
o02. a good student?: no
o03. good at sports?: yes
o04. wakeboarding/snowboarding.. etc? yes
o05. a good singer?: yea i sing in a band called sadness at sleepovers..i just cry the whole time
o06. a deep sleeper?: no
o07. a good dancer?: yes
o08. shy?: sometimes
o09. outgoing?: where we going?
o10. a good storyteller?: yes
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Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
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Today I Threw up all my food.
I drank alot of water and played guitar.
I talk to sam for a while and smiled alot.
Then aaron was suppose to come over and most likely cheer me up cause i was having a bad day.
But yea he forgot about me i guess and i waited infront of my window all day.
But yea..i guess..shit happens.
Now im really cold..And I miss sam.
Today really sucked. I hate it all.
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Chad made a big book of lyrics. Like Enough for 3 albums. This is gonna be good if we can work things out.
So anyways me and ville hate everything. And i hate girls..cause its like impossible to find one. I just want someone to love me and to cuddle with all the time. I want all that shit. But ....fuck... ya know.
Oh well..im sure ill find somebody..and if not..i always have my friends..and my guitar..and fuck skateboarding cause every spot is ruined. except the wnec 10. And the cops have my name there 6579878 times..well like 8 different ones.
I want someone to love. :-(
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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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Today me and chad hung out..I talked to sam for like half of the day. I dont think ive ever met someone with so much in common with me. Shes so fuckin cool.
:-) Yea so i went to aarons and snowskated by myself. Very cold. And now i miss sam and i need hugs!
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Friday, December 17th, 2004
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So on Thursday i went to chads and spent the night..we hung out with ashley..shes so amazing..and me and aaron played with daniel.
Then we went to sleep and i slept with daniel. Hes so cute.
Yea so on friday. We skated got kicked out of everywhere. Went to birchland and there was this big old guy yelling at us like crazy. I was gonna say something but i thought erik was gonna get mad. Cause he coulda taken down his plate number. Yea so here i am. Waiting for ville to get out of school and aaron probably has to work cause its a friday.
So yea looks like im probably gonna hang out with chad or not..or play guitar all day.
Yea so as aaron would say ' cut the shit! ' i mean..well see ya later
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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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Morning Folks.
Yea anyways ive been busy skating and shit.
Well Sorrow Has T-Shirts.
We have a bunch of designs. 5$ each.
All of the money will be going towards..I dont know...just stuff.
Yea Well If you need to contact me.
AIM screen name : Eli Antaya
- Eli
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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
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| Subject: | Thursday |
| Time: | 7:57 pm. |
| Mood: | cold. | | Music: | Say Hi To Your Mom - Lets Talk About Spaceships. |
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* Erik Picked me up
Aaron and brett were in the car.
We skated all the spots in EL.
Got kicked out.
Aaron kickfliped and switch 180ed the new walgreens gap 1st try.
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New Site for sorrow.
www.sorrowskate.blbproductions.com
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